"I feel as if I'm in a situation where I want him to vanish and I don't want to have any contact with him. But he tells me he's depressed, that he doesn't want to eat, that he spends his days staring at the ceiling and that all he thinks about is killing himself, that he wants to die", "I don't think he would, I think he tells me these things to force me to stick with him, but the risk is there in the mixed head. The thought that it may be my fault crushes me." Thus Giulia Cecchettin, speaks of Filippo Turetta, the 22-year-old detained in Germany (and awaiting extradition tomorrow) and from whom she had split in August, in a voice sent to her friends 39 days before her disappearance and later the finding of her death near Lake Barcis. The voice's audio was broadcast on RAI yesterday. "I don't think he says these things like blackmail, but they sound a lot like it. He claims that the only brightness in his days is when he goes out with me or when I write to him. I wish I didn't have to see him because I can't stand him anymore," the emotional audio reads. "I wish I didn't see him anymore, I want to disappear from his life but I don't know how to do it because I feel guilty, I'm afraid he might hurt himself somehow."